[ he knows the honestly frightening feeling of lashing out, words in his mouth he doesn't really believe out of his control.
furuya is - a weird kid. he's always had trouble relying on the team in a way kazuya vaguely recognizes but doesn't think too hard about, uncomfortable about asking. sawamura and kominato always seemed to have him handled, anyway, though maybe that was a mistake, leaving the hard stuff to other people again like it doesn't have anything to do with him.
but furuya came to him with this. he's fucked things up with nabe again, but if he can't keep from making the mistake he'd made the first time someone asked him for help, then what was the point to - anything that happened last fall? he can't take things back, but he can try not to need to. ]
Re: time's a lie and the gov't knows abt it
then yeah, that's it
i got two today
[ he knows the honestly frightening feeling of lashing out, words in his mouth he doesn't really believe out of his control.
furuya is - a weird kid. he's always had trouble relying on the team in a way kazuya vaguely recognizes but doesn't think too hard about, uncomfortable about asking. sawamura and kominato always seemed to have him handled, anyway, though maybe that was a mistake, leaving the hard stuff to other people again like it doesn't have anything to do with him.
but furuya came to him with this. he's fucked things up with nabe again, but if he can't keep from making the mistake he'd made the first time someone asked him for help, then what was the point to - anything that happened last fall? he can't take things back, but he can try not to need to. ]
where are you?